Weekly Annual

Centering ourselves is an impeccable challenge, finding a way to establish what is important and what should be important is an interesting quandary. I have found that my life is frought with positive statements accepting what my life is at this moment instead instead of a normative statement of what I wish it would be. To be honest normative statements are utter garbage you can't wish to on a checklist you must merely work hard in the scenario in which you are placed and accept your fate. Inspiration is only as successful as the person being inspired cares if there is no original passion what is there to spark. This discourse is in response to my fatal flaw that of a marginally talented human being who is sick of being chastised of his inability to meet expectations. While I hope to progress in life I hold know sweet dreams of personal fame. My only hope is to find a job I enjoy and start a family. No other elitist upper class dominance is necessary.
             Digressing to other subjects, I have never found baseball more enjoyable than last while I have a small emotional stake in the the Rays it is incredible how the underdog always acquires our affection. The only depressing point of the Rays comeback is their inability to fill their stadium day in and day out such a talented bunch should be seen and Joe Maddon's managerial ability is amazing.
           In politics I think the door is wide open for Chris Christie with the recent expanse of media power in I believe that the later a candidate enters the more successful he can be. Perry's flaws have already been exposed and while he is polarizing he does not appear to be electable. Slow speakers from Texas will not be electable for along time Bush has had a large impact on the electorate that cannot be hidden. I am losing hope that I will be able to support any Republican candidate which is disillusioning.  I enjoy Santorum as an intellectual but he holds no opportunity. Huntsman is too centrist and does not offer anything particularly brilliant economically. Perry's only real offering is economics and he has clearly demonstrated an ability to establish a climate open to growth. Thiss is an important clarification the government cannot create jobs that will have a positive long term impact its responsibility is to provide a climate ripe for business expansion.

Friday Before My Exit

It intrigues me that my excitement for college has grown shakier and shakier the closer to me the date appears. The interest in new opportunities and expansive challenges has been heavily diminished by the emotional challenge of being separated from those few who I have become personally invested in. This road offers two responses one way is too disappear, a recluse only clinging to what was a superficial high school experience. The other approach is one of social and educational immersion. I do so hope that I may have the ability to follow the second route for it is the only one that promises hope and success.
Digressing to my other realizations of the day. First the Indians: Winning three series in a row is always a positive sign, but doing it in your division is quite a boon. With Tomlin on the mound tonight the Indians should get off to a good start, Tomlin's big game poise is incredible to me when the only thing to me considering the only talent he has is pitching with smoke and mirrors. I cannot recollect a pitcher with less impressive stuff being so impressive.
My golf thoughts: Having a few recent struggles on the course it has become blatent to me that the single most frustrating flaw in one's game is when the duckhook appears.  After yesterday's round I understood that I had seen square's with more acute angles.

Graduation

It is incredible to me how quickly things change. While sometimes in society we have a tendency to overblow minor achievements in peoples lives, I believe we also we undervalue the changes that these achievements spawn.  I will say that I am as hesitant in facing this change as I am excited. I find that there is no feeling more daunting than understanding that there are some people who I will fail to remain in contact with. And thus ends my entire sappy commentary on graduation. Time to go play a nice rainy round of golf

Risk and all it encompasses.

During the time we spend with others it is not uncommon we fill it with trivial reasons to spend hours together. Risk is one such excuse. While it is quite ubiquitous an impact on our lives camraderie is a necessity for my psyche. And risk is an enjoyable model, in each game strategies are always following a few separate modes. First there is the Napolean, agressive, driving through with purpose like Refrigerator Perry visiting a Krispy Kreme. Next we have Neville Chamberlain always trying to appease a different competitor, never capturing territory, with the psychological makeup of Charles Barkley in a playoff game. Then there is myself as disinterested as Ted Williams playing leftfield, its as if I turned on Bruno Mars and started living the lazy song.